6/11/2022

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 Excerpted from my diary entry written some time ago.

I've observed that most people around me are like "The Many Faced God", under that caring-O my dear mask there's this human being who is extremely sinister in nature, you can see it in their eyes and more often in their actions.After-all, the eyes Chico, they never lie. I don't even care anymore, as my erstwhile-fling taught me "You don't need to explain anything to anyone because people only understand from their level of perception" They just want to see you engulfed in pain and agony, so that they can sympathise with you because they love giving fake-sympathies.I'll never understand this abnormal Fetishism.


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